A peace of mind

A number of problems at my hand 
  with little levy drips the sand
The thrust of competition whole in a grind
  I still look in it a peace of mind


Speed up says the crowd walking by
   You don't speak whole truth without a lie
Flow of words and all of veracity
   There is no test which stands my integrity


Galvanising the people, consolidating the thoughts,
    all recorded , without taking notes.
Losing out not just little in keeping a bind,
   Being still selfish for a peace of mind


Cursing the dead, blaming the past,
   when standing tall for any half-mast;
 Allude of powers which made me blind
  with little vision, I search my peace of mind


Lonely as he stood at the cliff,
  I beg of you not to make it more stiff
In search of that solace, in search of self-pride,
  I walk back to start, there lies my peace of mind.